Today gonna be a last day to renew my blog in Canada. My host parents planned a last trip for me. I'm gonna go to
Calgary Zoo It's nice trip for me, "Animal Lover"

I can see some Canadian animals such as mooses and grizzly bears. I'm gonna leave this my third hometown which I stayed 10 month tomorrow. I'm so excited to go the trip but I'm so sad that I have to leave here so soon.
I'm excited to go back Japan becuse I can meet my parents and friends. I think I'm gonna enjoy life in Japan but I will start missing my friends, my greatest host parents and their cute pets. My host parents say they gonna miss me so much. I love them so much and they also love me. I think canadian people don't be shy to talk how much do the love somebody. My host dad always says "I'm gonna miss you.", "You are my girl." or "You are the best host student I've ever had." That's so sweet. When my host mom was talking about me with her friends a week ago, she talked about me as a daughter. It was so sweet

I always think I'm a lucky girl that I got host parnets like them. My first host family was nice people but they were too busy to talk with me and I could count how many sentences did I talk in that day. It was quite sad.
I should talk about my English skill. I learned language is difficult. I was thinking I would be able to speak English more than I can now when I was in Japan. Perhaps, I rememberd a lot of wards and slungs that we use in daily life. I should have studied English more but I also have to enjoy my Canadian life such as conversations and visiting somewhere. It was pretty hard to find a time to study.
I thought I would learn something from living without my parents. I guess I'm storong at staying without my parents. I didn't get homesick and I didn't miss them. Of course I love my parents and I'm lookin forward to see them after I went back to Japan, but I don't feel sad as long as they are alive and I know I can meet with them again. I don't think my personality is changed from that. It's because of my nice host parents, I suppose.
I learned about myself a lot in Canada. I can explane who I am much better than before. When I leaned about myself, I wasn't always happy. I realized about my bad things and good things. Perhaps, I can't fix my bad personality easily. That sometimes confused my emotion. I don't brame myself because it's the way I am and I don't think I can change it. I wanna look at my good things and improve them.
I realized one more thing. I love animals! I knew I love animal but I love them much more than before, especilly to talk with them, feel them and taking pictures of them. I don't think I can live without any pets anymore. I'm an only child. I'm used to stay at home alone and I liked that time because I could do anything I want at that time. While I'm in Canada, there was always somebody including pets. I think it's gonna be hard to spend the time without pets. I will ask my parents to get a pet. That's first thing I'm gonna do when I went back to Japan
I had so*100 much fun in Canada. I learned thing a lot physicaly and emotionaly. I especially like the moments which I spent with pets and wild animals. I could feel nature whenever I wanted to. I'm pretty sure that I won't live in Japan in the future. I can't breath in Japan. It's too city for me. If I lived in Japan, I wanna live in Hokkaidou or somewhere like Alberta. Canada is my favorite country I've ever been. I wanna come back to Canada with my parents and my bestfriend. My host parents said they let us stay for free anytime.
Thank you for spending wonderful moments with me everyone! I can't explane how much you meant to me.






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